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Love Story - Taylor Swift
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Sunday, December 30, 2007
you got the whole world in your hands.
why do friends have to quarrel?
people ought to say tht quarrels allow friends to become closer,
to understand each other better.
but i think that, the better understanding you've with your friend,
is normally the effect of why quarrels occur.
i personally don't like what it feels like when you quarrel,
they spill out all what they don't like abt you or whatever about tht incident.
they seems like two different person.
before quarrel, they seem so sweet so caring for you.
but yet after tht, they seems so cold hearted, screaming their lungs out at you.
somebody tell me, tell me what is a friend? :/
i have always give myself another shot in this,
telling myself to believe in you; to believe in me.
i don't want to get myself into some shits which just make me cry.
all this while, is what i've ask from you to much to ask for?
if tht's the case, then we probably have made the wrong decision.
why do friends have to quarrel?
people ought to say tht quarrels allow friends to become closer,
to understand each other better.
but i think that, the better understanding you've with your friend,
is normally the effect of why quarrels occur.
i personally don't like what it feels like when you quarrel,
they spill out all what they don't like abt you or whatever about tht incident.
they seems like two different person.
before quarrel, they seem so sweet so caring for you.
but yet after tht, they seems so cold hearted, screaming their lungs out at you.
somebody tell me, tell me what is a friend? :/
i have always give myself another shot in this,
telling myself to believe in you; to believe in me.
i don't want to get myself into some shits which just make me cry.
all this while, is what i've ask from you to much to ask for?
if tht's the case, then we probably have made the wrong decision.
Saturday, December 29, 2007
that's a rhetorical question.
this were the christmas cards i got;
from xiaoying, anges & jialong.
the first one is the one tht brings backs so much memories.
it's leaving in black&white now,
bcus both of the guys have left the team.
i've brought up this topic not only once, not only twice;
saying again&again the pain&sadness they brought whn they left.
passion is what causes all of it to happen,
it's just one thing tht may grow/decrease over time.
today me&suzanne were randomly discussing,
if we were be still swimming until we are in our twenties like daph&fiona.
all this is up to us to decide, whether our passion will last us tht long.
i hope it will, bcus it's something i've been doing for 13years.
losing it might probably make me feel useless&lost.
something which make me feel so belong&learn so much all these years,
i don't wnt it to be gone.
now tht we've all become so much older,
we would all probably be having our own sets of thinking.
unlike when we're young,
just doing what our parents say & swim whatever our coach says.
but now, look at the drastic change in us.
even how much passion we may have in it,
there's still a laze in us making it to happen.
(i hope this won't happen in rugby either. )
this were the christmas cards i got;
from xiaoying, anges & jialong.
the first one is the one tht brings backs so much memories.
it's leaving in black&white now,
bcus both of the guys have left the team.
i've brought up this topic not only once, not only twice;
saying again&again the pain&sadness they brought whn they left.
passion is what causes all of it to happen,
it's just one thing tht may grow/decrease over time.
today me&suzanne were randomly discussing,
if we were be still swimming until we are in our twenties like daph&fiona.
all this is up to us to decide, whether our passion will last us tht long.
i hope it will, bcus it's something i've been doing for 13years.
losing it might probably make me feel useless&lost.
something which make me feel so belong&learn so much all these years,
i don't wnt it to be gone.
now tht we've all become so much older,
we would all probably be having our own sets of thinking.
unlike when we're young,
just doing what our parents say & swim whatever our coach says.
but now, look at the drastic change in us.
even how much passion we may have in it,
there's still a laze in us making it to happen.
(i hope this won't happen in rugby either. )
Thursday, December 27, 2007
merry xmas yo.
was pool in the noon, & sake buffet dinner at night.
a rather plain gathering,
but at least we get to see each other.
thou we've seeing each other for 3 times in a row alr.
anw i feel tht my fave good friend & i seems to drift apart.
no longer able to clique as well.
but well, his still my fave good friend. <3
had dinner at prata house today after trng.
t-jian drove 12 of us there with his lorry.
we sang, we shout, we went crazy.
it was fun, but it was never as fun as before with the old clique.
sighhhh, i miss them all.
was pool in the noon, & sake buffet dinner at night.
a rather plain gathering,
but at least we get to see each other.
thou we've seeing each other for 3 times in a row alr.
anw i feel tht my fave good friend & i seems to drift apart.
no longer able to clique as well.
but well, his still my fave good friend. <3
had dinner at prata house today after trng.
t-jian drove 12 of us there with his lorry.
we sang, we shout, we went crazy.
it was fun, but it was never as fun as before with the old clique.
sighhhh, i miss them all.
Sunday, December 23, 2007
the importance, the passion.
had a great Ws christmas gathering at fiona's house.
thanks to the 4 st nicks girl with their games.
it really did bond us together, especially with the development team.
many faces were not familiar to us,
bcus often during trngs we hang out with our own clique in the team.
but the games today make all of us click tgt.
throwing water bombs at each other,
entangling ourselves from a group of 15 ppl,
squeezing 13 people into a small jacuzzi pool,
playing captain ball which may seems a childish game.
and many many many others.
knowing that many new faces had came in,
it doesn't makes me any happier bcus a lot of the familiar&old faces are gone.
people which were once so close to heart to me,
aren't appearing in the day's event.
which they often used to be with us, celebrating all the festive seasons.
but to be happy or not, this is what's final.
(xiaoying, yknw what i'm refering to right?)
i've got a towel from bradeep, a keychain from zhenhao;
a candybar from my laopo during trng;
moisturizer&body scrub frm body shop during gift exchange from don't knw who;
& a new bagpack from boyfriend.
i had a marvellous saturday with my loves, what about you? :D
had a great Ws christmas gathering at fiona's house.
thanks to the 4 st nicks girl with their games.
it really did bond us together, especially with the development team.
many faces were not familiar to us,
bcus often during trngs we hang out with our own clique in the team.
but the games today make all of us click tgt.
throwing water bombs at each other,
entangling ourselves from a group of 15 ppl,
squeezing 13 people into a small jacuzzi pool,
playing captain ball which may seems a childish game.
and many many many others.
knowing that many new faces had came in,
it doesn't makes me any happier bcus a lot of the familiar&old faces are gone.
people which were once so close to heart to me,
aren't appearing in the day's event.
which they often used to be with us, celebrating all the festive seasons.
but to be happy or not, this is what's final.
(xiaoying, yknw what i'm refering to right?)
i've got a towel from bradeep, a keychain from zhenhao;
a candybar from my laopo during trng;
moisturizer&body scrub frm body shop during gift exchange from don't knw who;
& a new bagpack from boyfriend.
i had a marvellous saturday with my loves, what about you? :D
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
but the thing about plans is that they never take into consideration the
aspect of the unexpected. even with the best plans,
complications can arise and things can go wrong.
- quote from zarifah's blog.
sometimes i really don't knw how to handle things.
i can help others with their problem, but for myself i don't know.
people often say don't think too much,
don't trouble yourself with so much deep thoughts.
but do they even understand tht sometimes it's hard to accept the way things are?
often we want everybody to be happy with how things are,
avoiding things and keeping quiet.
but the world is unfair, not everyone would get things the way they want it.
i knw it better thn anyone how things are like.
people say organize and plan your things so tht it won't go wrong.
but often do things always follow according to what you plan?
& how much can you do to avoid things going wrong?
putting effort in everything i can, making it as perfect as possible.
but how many times do people appreciate what you do?
do they even realize what you do for them or take it for granted?
so many questions are going through my mind,
making me re-thinking about everything.
right/wrong? worth/not worth? treasure/throw away?
i'm leaving in a dilemma with things that precious to me. ):
aspect of the unexpected. even with the best plans,
complications can arise and things can go wrong.
- quote from zarifah's blog.
sometimes i really don't knw how to handle things.
i can help others with their problem, but for myself i don't know.
people often say don't think too much,
don't trouble yourself with so much deep thoughts.
but do they even understand tht sometimes it's hard to accept the way things are?
often we want everybody to be happy with how things are,
avoiding things and keeping quiet.
but the world is unfair, not everyone would get things the way they want it.
i knw it better thn anyone how things are like.
people say organize and plan your things so tht it won't go wrong.
but often do things always follow according to what you plan?
& how much can you do to avoid things going wrong?
putting effort in everything i can, making it as perfect as possible.
but how many times do people appreciate what you do?
do they even realize what you do for them or take it for granted?
so many questions are going through my mind,
making me re-thinking about everything.
right/wrong? worth/not worth? treasure/throw away?
i'm leaving in a dilemma with things that precious to me. ):
delicate tears.
i don't knw whether to count myself fortunate or not,
ytd was my first time working at tpy swimming complex & my partner was mr kwa.
i can say it's good bcus his "entertaining'.
talking craps and disturbing when i'm gng to fall asleep.
i didn't expect myself to work with my coach whn i grow up. lol.
& apparently i forgot mr kwa would force ppl to eat veggie.
so i was force to eat veggie during tht's day dinner.
anw, it was quite nice working there.
bcus i just sit there & do nothing due to the rain.
thurs i can work agn, hopefully a better partner (:
i don't knw whether to count myself fortunate or not,
ytd was my first time working at tpy swimming complex & my partner was mr kwa.
i can say it's good bcus his "entertaining'.
talking craps and disturbing when i'm gng to fall asleep.
i didn't expect myself to work with my coach whn i grow up. lol.
& apparently i forgot mr kwa would force ppl to eat veggie.
so i was force to eat veggie during tht's day dinner.
anw, it was quite nice working there.
bcus i just sit there & do nothing due to the rain.
thurs i can work agn, hopefully a better partner (:
Friday, December 14, 2007
the new would never replace the old.
what i heard ytd struck me hard,
though i knw tht the choice you made would most likely be confirm.
somehow, i just wna lie to myself tht there'll be chances and changes.
i think the reason leading to all this decisions are monetary issues.
whn money come into concern, often it break ties.
this case it's not like wise, it make me lose a good friend like you.
i won't be able to see you as often,
& i guess we probably won't be as close as before.
i don't doubt the fact that you're my fave good friend,
& i don't blame you for not telling me personally that you quitted.
i guess you just wanted to lessen the pain you'll cause on me.
i think i can't make you change your mind anymore,
because what done is done.
& after calling you today to check with you,
i'm more than confirm that your decision can't be changed.
you've your commitments, & financial problems.
just like me, which makes me live in a dilemma now too.
sometimes moral value of one really matters.
if money concerns more than peoples welfare?
i always asked myself, if money or friends are more important?
i'll definitely choose friends because they will always be there for you,
& money can still be earn but good friends dont come by so easily.
i hope you promise what you had said,
don't be another one who make empty promises.
you're important to me, you knw it.
i just realise that a few days ago, i posted somewhat a similar post.
but don't assume it's the same person, bcus it's not.
what i heard ytd struck me hard,
though i knw tht the choice you made would most likely be confirm.
somehow, i just wna lie to myself tht there'll be chances and changes.
i think the reason leading to all this decisions are monetary issues.
whn money come into concern, often it break ties.
this case it's not like wise, it make me lose a good friend like you.
i won't be able to see you as often,
& i guess we probably won't be as close as before.
i don't doubt the fact that you're my fave good friend,
& i don't blame you for not telling me personally that you quitted.
i guess you just wanted to lessen the pain you'll cause on me.
i think i can't make you change your mind anymore,
because what done is done.
& after calling you today to check with you,
i'm more than confirm that your decision can't be changed.
you've your commitments, & financial problems.
just like me, which makes me live in a dilemma now too.
sometimes moral value of one really matters.
if money concerns more than peoples welfare?
i always asked myself, if money or friends are more important?
i'll definitely choose friends because they will always be there for you,
& money can still be earn but good friends dont come by so easily.
i hope you promise what you had said,
don't be another one who make empty promises.
you're important to me, you knw it.
i just realise that a few days ago, i posted somewhat a similar post.
but don't assume it's the same person, bcus it's not.
Monday, December 10, 2007
all i want for christmas is you.
this pictures are taken,
when we were on our way to buy present for our princess IFA.
but in the end we didn't manage to find anything for her,
but i found a spongebob pajamas for myself. :D
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this pictures are taken,
when we were on our way to buy present for our princess IFA.
but in the end we didn't manage to find anything for her,
but i found a spongebob pajamas for myself. :D
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Thursday, December 06, 2007
could have been, might have been.
i don't knw if what said is true,
definitely i hope it's not the way i'm thinking.
you've always been a important person to me,
i THOUGHT that i'm important to you too.
people leave and stay, i don't believe in forever.
tht's why sometimes i would salute those people who're able to move on.
thn to still hang on in their past, hoping tht there would be a change.
i hope you can stand out and tell me tht i'm important to you still.
i don't knw if what said is true,
definitely i hope it's not the way i'm thinking.
you've always been a important person to me,
i THOUGHT that i'm important to you too.
people leave and stay, i don't believe in forever.
tht's why sometimes i would salute those people who're able to move on.
thn to still hang on in their past, hoping tht there would be a change.
i hope you can stand out and tell me tht i'm important to you still.
Tuesday, December 04, 2007
baby spell love.
now that i'm feeling better, let me post some pics i took in sch during lunch.
also some pics took during the AIDs talk, & the trip to NTU for rugby.
now that i'm feeling better, let me post some pics i took in sch during lunch.
also some pics took during the AIDs talk, & the trip to NTU for rugby.
